HAPPYNESS AND FUTURE!!!

I want to share with you all especially my friends who are having a hard time and one of my friends who said that he’s not happy and committing suicide is one of the happiness…

Something happens in our life will not determine our happiness…it’s more the way we react on what happens…one person sees the beautiful girl and the other person sees a ugly bitch…some person sees paris hilton’s pussy is beautiful and the other person sees her pussy like a wizard’s sleeves(I don’t know,my friends told me about it..you think I watch porn is it?)let me give you one example in other people’s daily life…min just lost his job,he decides that he is having a opportunity to have a new work experience,to explore new possibilities and a new adventure in his life…his fucker,black has the same circumstances and decides to jump off a KOMTAR and end it all…one man rejoices and one man commits suicide!!!one man sees disaster and the other sees an opportunity…

Being happy is not an easy task.it can be one of the greatest challenges that we face and we had to put determination on it…maturity means taking a responsibility for our own happiness and choosing to focus on what we have rather than on what we haven’t…we can’t ask someone to point at you with a gun and ask “BE HAPPY OR ELSE!”..it’s you decide what you want in your life…we are the one control our happiness andto be happy,we need to focus on happy thoughts…If you allow a bad remark to occupy your mind,you will suffer…most people remember compliments for few minutes and insults for years…they become MPPP,carrying around trash that should be thrown few years ago…Ex,an old lady say “I still remember how he said that I had an ugly pussy and it’s looks stupid back in 1962!”any compliments she received even yastreday will be forgotten but she still talking about her pussy back in 1962…

I visited an old man from the hospital,he had a cancer which it’s at a terminal state…he was still happy even though he’s going to die…I asked him how come he came to be so happy…he said, “boy,I always look in the future and decides what to do on the next day and the next day and just say everyday..if I wake up the next day I’m very happy about it and live every moment of it…if not,at least I’m happy about it..”I can say every patient will do that…but sadly,he passed away on the next day…maybe he wanted to share this message to anyone like me before he died…I know that he’s still happy in the past and even though he’s gone now…so,why don’t you do the same thing…think about the future…plan what to do for the next day and next day…every morning,when you wake up and say “I had enough of misery,heartache,loneliness and I decided to change things…I decide to be a lot happier than I ever been before.”want to be a happy person…why don’t you start now?may you be well and happy…

TOO FAR GONE!!!

I should warn you,

Things you’re feeling,aren’t normal now.

Think I need you.

It’s not easy,let you go somehow.

Now we’re too far gone.

Hope is such a waste.

Every breath you take,you give me burden’s bitter taste.

You promise that you’d stay.

You say you want to go.

Your lips provide a shelther for the things that I don’t know.

Please speak slowly,my heart is learning.

Teach me heartache,stop this burning now.

Wishful thinking,patience shrinking,bliss is far away.

North is calling.

Now I’m falling at your feet.

Please stay….

FORGIVENESS!!!

As you all know what happened in school during inter class and inter boards games…megatron was being an asshole…if you don’t know,read the previous posts which are called bastard !!! and bastard 2 in my blog…they were the most hot topics in school recently…it’s about how asshole can someone be…

Well,after that incident,everything was back to normal but the only thing changed was a lot of people didn’t talk to him anymore…some would talk to him because this problems didn’t involve them or talk a bit and forget about it and some of them have two faces(back stabber)…they will said bad things behind him till no pieces and nice to him when he’s there…I saw it in my own eyes…I was talking about the incident to a guy and he started to say bad things about him but when megatron was there,he was so nice to him…kind of fuck up to see that type of guy…I mean can you be yourself and follow your feelings…the rest are like still talk to him but that much…days after days,water jug sent megatron an e-mail advising him on what to do and asked him to correct himself…

In the end,megatron realized his mistakes and wanted to correct himself due to water jug’s speech that can move a herd of elephants…water jug should do a party for election and changes the government to American style…UNITED STATES OF MALAYSIA(USM)…he’ll be the first president…jk…anyway,mega willing to change himself and says sorry to everyone…the thing that I don’t understand was why he want to changed only when water jug sent him an mail?couldn’t he think by himself…he’s smart…he could see that we treated him differently but why he can see his mistakes when he got the mail…something that I don’t understand till now…

Well,he’s changed and everything was back to normal in school…glad for him…hehe…anyway,what can I say about this post?all of us make mistakes and all we have to do is to learn from it to become a better person…I know that I’m also a bad guy…I shouldn’t write those two posts about him…I’ll telling the truth but I added some “beautiful words” in that posts because I was angry when I read his blog that he said that he was correct…so,I wrote it in anger…so,bert..if you are reading..i’m just want to say sorry about the posts but I’ll not delete it…muahaha(evil laugh)…let you know your mistakes in my blog…no hard feeling…I’m really happy for him that he want to change…

In life,we have to forgive each other for their mistakes…unforgiveness is the one of the greatest causes of sickness because our sour mind creates a sour body…it’ll stop our happiness in life and it’ll never got anywhere…it’s very dangerous…we are avoiding the real issue which is to do something about the problem..it’s always our choice to choose what we want to do…whether get on with it and live it the now or just stuck our ass to grudges and upsets of the past…