Sunday, August 5, 2007

HAPPYNESS AND FUTURE!!!

I want to share with you all especially my friends who are having a hard time and one of my friends who said that he’s not happy and committing suicide is one of the happiness…

Something happens in our life will not determine our happiness…it’s more the way we react on what happens…one person sees the beautiful girl and the other person sees a ugly bitch…some person sees paris hilton’s pussy is beautiful and the other person sees her pussy like a wizard’s sleeves(I don’t know,my friends told me about it..you think I watch porn is it?)let me give you one example in other people’s daily life…min just lost his job,he decides that he is having a opportunity to have a new work experience,to explore new possibilities and a new adventure in his life…his fucker,black has the same circumstances and decides to jump off a KOMTAR and end it all…one man rejoices and one man commits suicide!!!one man sees disaster and the other sees an opportunity…

Being happy is not an easy task.it can be one of the greatest challenges that we face and we had to put determination on it…maturity means taking a responsibility for our own happiness and choosing to focus on what we have rather than on what we haven’t…we can’t ask someone to point at you with a gun and ask “BE HAPPY OR ELSE!”..it’s you decide what you want in your life…we are the one control our happiness andto be happy,we need to focus on happy thoughts…If you allow a bad remark to occupy your mind,you will suffer…most people remember compliments for few minutes and insults for years…they become MPPP,carrying around trash that should be thrown few years ago…Ex,an old lady say “I still remember how he said that I had an ugly pussy and it’s looks stupid back in 1962!”any compliments she received even yastreday will be forgotten but she still talking about her pussy back in 1962…

I visited an old man from the hospital,he had a cancer which it’s at a terminal state…he was still happy even though he’s going to die…I asked him how come he came to be so happy…he said, “boy,I always look in the future and decides what to do on the next day and the next day and just say everyday..if I wake up the next day I’m very happy about it and live every moment of it…if not,at least I’m happy about it..”I can say every patient will do that…but sadly,he passed away on the next day…maybe he wanted to share this message to anyone like me before he died…I know that he’s still happy in the past and even though he’s gone now…so,why don’t you do the same thing…think about the future…plan what to do for the next day and next day…every morning,when you wake up and say “I had enough of misery,heartache,loneliness and I decided to change things…I decide to be a lot happier than I ever been before.”want to be a happy person…why don’t you start now?may you be well and happy…

TOO FAR GONE!!!

I should warn you,

Things you’re feeling,aren’t normal now.

Think I need you.

It’s not easy,let you go somehow.

Now we’re too far gone.

Hope is such a waste.

Every breath you take,you give me burden’s bitter taste.

You promise that you’d stay.

You say you want to go.

Your lips provide a shelther for the things that I don’t know.

Please speak slowly,my heart is learning.

Teach me heartache,stop this burning now.

Wishful thinking,patience shrinking,bliss is far away.

North is calling.

Now I’m falling at your feet.

Please stay….

FORGIVENESS!!!

As you all know what happened in school during inter class and inter boards games…megatron was being an asshole…if you don’t know,read the previous posts which are called bastard !!! and bastard 2 in my blog…they were the most hot topics in school recently…it’s about how asshole can someone be…

Well,after that incident,everything was back to normal but the only thing changed was a lot of people didn’t talk to him anymore…some would talk to him because this problems didn’t involve them or talk a bit and forget about it and some of them have two faces(back stabber)…they will said bad things behind him till no pieces and nice to him when he’s there…I saw it in my own eyes…I was talking about the incident to a guy and he started to say bad things about him but when megatron was there,he was so nice to him…kind of fuck up to see that type of guy…I mean can you be yourself and follow your feelings…the rest are like still talk to him but that much…days after days,water jug sent megatron an e-mail advising him on what to do and asked him to correct himself…

In the end,megatron realized his mistakes and wanted to correct himself due to water jug’s speech that can move a herd of elephants…water jug should do a party for election and changes the government to American style…UNITED STATES OF MALAYSIA(USM)…he’ll be the first president…jk…anyway,mega willing to change himself and says sorry to everyone…the thing that I don’t understand was why he want to changed only when water jug sent him an mail?couldn’t he think by himself…he’s smart…he could see that we treated him differently but why he can see his mistakes when he got the mail…something that I don’t understand till now…

Well,he’s changed and everything was back to normal in school…glad for him…hehe…anyway,what can I say about this post?all of us make mistakes and all we have to do is to learn from it to become a better person…I know that I’m also a bad guy…I shouldn’t write those two posts about him…I’ll telling the truth but I added some “beautiful words” in that posts because I was angry when I read his blog that he said that he was correct…so,I wrote it in anger…so,bert..if you are reading..i’m just want to say sorry about the posts but I’ll not delete it…muahaha(evil laugh)…let you know your mistakes in my blog…no hard feeling…I’m really happy for him that he want to change…

In life,we have to forgive each other for their mistakes…unforgiveness is the one of the greatest causes of sickness because our sour mind creates a sour body…it’ll stop our happiness in life and it’ll never got anywhere…it’s very dangerous…we are avoiding the real issue which is to do something about the problem..it’s always our choice to choose what we want to do…whether get on with it and live it the now or just stuck our ass to grudges and upsets of the past…

Sunday, July 29, 2007

GIVING UP...NO WAY!!!(PART 2)

As you know my history from part 1…don’t know,read it first before reading this one…I just want to tell you guys who have dreams that you like to do but no talent…continue to try your best because you will get what you want as long as you work hard for it…there’s ain’t no such things as a free lunch…this is also for the one who are going to take big exam like STPM…I know it’s kind of stress and it make you feel like giving up in studies…but what the hell…you still going to take STPM,why don’t you give a effort on it…if you can understand this chapter even though you read it twice,read it 100 times till you understand…do what you can do it…follow your dreams and do it…boldness has genius,power and magic in it…if you fail,hey….that’s fine because at least you tried your best and enjoyed it anyway…it’ll give you a satisfaction…this is what I’m going to try…my biggest task is STPM…I’m going to try my fucking best to make my dream come true…it’ll give me happiness…the secret of being happy is not in doing what one likes,but liking what one does….so,my friends…I hope that you’ll try your best in everything you do..look and learn from the children,they absorb themselves totally in everything they do…they manage to stay totally involved in whatever they are doing,whether it be watching butterfly,drawing pictures,building sandcastle or whatever else they choose to devote their energies to…that’s the beautiful things of young children…this is the way to live and it’ll bring us a lot of happiness…there is movie that it’ll give you motivation…the movie is called ‘PURSUIT OF HAPPYNESS’ starring WILL SMITH and his son…very sad movie and a bit of humour …it’s about a poor father struggling to get money to support his son…hope you watch it…sleepy now…good nite to you all and sweet dreams…

GIVING UP...NO WAY!!!

I want to share with you all about one part of the history about my life…don’t take it as something that I want to boast around…it’s for someone who have no talent in something like me and feel like giving up in something that you like but you just can’t do it…it’s about something that I didn’t like to do but I already love it…that’s tennis…

When I was small,I played badminton and I changed to tennis because my sister interested…so,I joined her…time after time,she did well and had good results in tennis but I didn’t do well…so,my dad sent us to one coaching service that’s called FTS(francis tennis service or some of us called fucking tennis service)…the coach is Francis Su,a so called ex-national player…at first,it was ok for us but soon I was looked down by him…he like my sister because she’s an excellent student…my sister in squad 4.5 and I was in squad 1.5(for intermediate player)…I got less attention during coaching and the only that I’m good thing was picking tennis balls because that was what I did when I was there…the bastard said that I’m not good and no talent at all because I have no power…quite sad but feel like giving up…I still try my best there and try to learn everything from there…then,I got few okay results like quarterfinal in states tournament and made it to squad 4…quite happy about it but still doing the same routine like picking up tennis balls and something new that’s always got scold by him… ‘this is wrong…that is wrong…you are not good,better don’t learn’…it’s really pissed me off…even his excellent students from squad 4 and 4.5 laughed at me and looked down on me…my sister always support me and watch every match that I played…at least got someone pity on me…hehe…then,a coach from FTS willing to coach me properly but it didn’t last long because he retired…so,still under that bastard…again,he still doing the same old routine on me…then one day,I couldn’t stand it and I shouted “hiong kan,tiam la mak cibai” at him..then,we argued until he called my parents(he couldn’t take the argument due to my fast talking)..i got scolded from my parents and I quitted his fucking tranning…that time,my sister already retired…

Actually,I didn’t know what to do…so,I try to learn by myself…I went to CRC(Chinese recreation club) to play with some of the players…at first,I played with veterans and some of them were ex-national player or ex-states player(last time,a lot of national players were from Penang…penang is still famous till I’m the last junior player in penang to be in top player in malaysia )..and you know what was the worst thing?that bastard told everyone that I played with old men to his students and the news spread fast in penang…as usual,when they saw me,they laughed at me…I didn’t care because veterans have the experience and gave me tips on strategies…soon,I got to played with the adults…thanks to Arthur chin,MING GOOD HOTEL manager(my so called sponsor and my mentor)continued to play with them till I was ready to play tournament…then,shit happened…I got terrible asthma and hurt my right shoulder(can’t recalled the problem)…so,I had to stop for a moment…after I recover from my injury,I started to play again…then,I played a state tournament…the results?I lost in the second round because I was having difficultly in breathing due to asthma …things got worst but I still never give up…played and played and played till I made it…find every solutions like if I have no power,I trained my legs to be quick in the court by skipping and do more on running drills…I even watched tennis matches from TV to learn to play like them…I wanted to prove them that I don’t need power,got brain can d…so,I made it to semis…when I’m a better player,they(FTS gang) said I would never beat their top player.then ibeat their top player,and they said,’yes,but he will never be no.1 in penang’.then I was top player in penang and they said ‘yes,but this is his limit,he can’t be no.1 in Malaysia’then I was no.1…it’s not that I needed that kind of motivation,it’s certainly a little bit of satisfaction out of proving those people wrong…there was once during the semis of the adults tournament playing with a Singaporean..it lasted for 4 hours plus…during the match,I got cramped for both legs in the second set…in the deciding set,I was down 2-5…my mom asked me to retired because I couldn’t chase the ball anymore but I still kept playing and ran for the ball even though it hurts a lot…finally,I won 7-5 but lost in the final..at least I’m happy…to be continued…

CROSS COUNTRY...AH!!!

Well,everything begins well ends well…cross country was my last event for me to participate in SXI for this year and it’s my final year in school…damn sad…for 7 seven years I have been studying in SXI…all the good times and bad times happened in SXI…a lot of things I learnt from the school to be a better person in the future…haih..wish I’m still form 1 and start all over again but what to do…life must go on…so,I’m very very very proud to be a Xaverian…

Let’s start with a the route of the cross contry…at first,start at youth park…then,run to botanical garden then U-turn…then,run till some rich ass place where all the rich people stay there…on the way,you’ll see a B-E-A-UTIFUL bungalow…looks like a castle with all the naked men statue…look the way the artist make a sculpture of their balls…I called it, DISNEY CASTLE from the moment I saw it since form 1…then,you run back to youth park…I can’t tell you the way specifically but their will be a sign board to show the way…if you can’t read..then fuck it and follow someone who is running because I think that you can’t be first in the cross country…hehe..jk…

Few days before the cross country,one of my friends teased me that I can’t make it to the finish line because I’m weak and I had no stamina for long distance anymore…even the doctor told me that I can’t recover my stamina easily…sounds like shit but I’ll try my best to run non-stop…On that day,I didn’t take my breakfast again like what happened on penang bridge marathon…I just took coffee and glucolin(some sort like energy boost for a short period of time)…well,my friend,carrot fetched me to youth park…it was really cold on that day due to rain last night…

Then,we reached there around 7.15 am…then went to the starting point to meet our friends…a lot of students were there and it’s colourful with all the colourful house shirts they wore…anyway,before the race starts,we have a warm up session and it was conduct by one same old Indian guy wearing a long tight pants and a headband…looks like poh hiau to me…a warm up that conducted by him was the same old routine(a bit of new one too)…I was really enjoyed it with my friends…maybe it’s because of our final year and we enjoyed every moment of it…honestly,that instructor really suitable for sex therapy(for someone that don’t know how to do sex) and teach the noobs with very positions because most of his exercise more on ‘banging people’…it helps the boys in the future but for girls,NO WAY!!!I saw Robert talked to Rain(R+R=like brother) but for a while…they still can’t heal it because Robert had left a scar on Rain(on his balls more specifically..hehe..jk..) that very hard to get away…

After that,the main event…the race…group 1 started first that was us…I jogged in the beginning…the hardest part was going up the hill…kind of torture and I could feel my legs muscle straining…I also feel my knees stated to make cracking sound as usual because I cracked my knee caps when I was small…after that,everything was okay(not that long)..soon,I started to feel very tired and starting to black out…my legs starting to tighten up like going to have cramp(I think)…too dramatic d…let’s just say I was really really tired but I still continue to jog and didn’t want to stop to walk because I believe that I could do it…as long as I worked hard,I could make it…

In the end,I make it to the finishing line and I got placing but I couldn’t remember it…the good news was I beat carrot…haha…he’s the one said that I’m weak…now,you can kiss my ass…haha..jk…I didn’t said that he motivated me(a bit like 5% of motivation)…it’s what I want…I told myself that I would prove myself that I’m fit enough and nothing can stop me to run non-stop even the doctor said that my body can’t take this race yet…this what I learnt from the race,although I was not top 15 runner in the race…I’m still happy about what I did on that day…I learnt that everything is possible as long as you try your best and never give up in your life…even though my body is weak,this will not stop me running non-stop all the way to finishing line…finally,I have something to prove myself tha I can do it…like Andrew Matthews said “LOSING HURTS,BUT IT HURTS EVEN MORE WHEN YOU REALISE THAT YOU HAVEN’T DONE YOUR BEST’…

HOT TEMPER BABY BACK BITCH!!!

Let’s start with a history of one guy…let’s call him H(you’ll know why)…last year,H was a new student and he’s from Hutchings…Well,H is a smart student due to his good SPM result…at first,he was a very quite and innocent boy in the class…so,we try to talk to him and we found out that he’s a very nice guy…but time after time,he’s changed…H began to talk big in class and thinks that he’s the coolest…H said a lot of jokes in class but I think his jokes were kinda lame shit …I didn’t find it very funny at all…some of my friends also have the same thoughts…some of us laughed for a while due to his effort telling jokes to everybody in class…we just cool about it but the worse thing is that H cannot control his temper…Hot temper bitch(that’s why I call him H for Hot temper)…if People disturb him a bit or did something funny to him,his balls burst out…starting to show his ‘beh syiok’ face and said the word ‘childish’(I already got bored with that word)

If he did something like we did,it’s okay for him…it’s like he do is ok but we do is not ok…kind of shit…

OK..this was what happened last week…my friend,megatron’s only friend(let’s call him M)passed me a roll of nylon string to me…actually,he is a very nice guy and very helpful…very smart also…continue the story…then water jug snatched it from M’s hand and threw at LA…due to his coordination problem(haha..just kidding,like to tease him with that due to what happened at green hike) ,he threw out of range but managed to hit LA.It also hit H who was taking a cat nap…H woke up and stared at us including carrot,oscar,water jug,megatron’s only friend and of course,me…we plus LA were laughing and enjoying the fun…water jug and I also started to point everywhere happily to accused who threw it…then,water jug said sorry to H but that fucker’s volcano head erupted and said in hokkien “so,big but still act like children” to us…at first,I thought it was refer to water jug but to wang lee hom’s research…lee hom told me that if he said in hokkien,he refer to us because H only scold water jug in English…so,we felt kanneh at H…made us no mood only…mak pubok…if H do something crazy,it’s ok for him la…but when we do,it’s not ok for him la…but later,we forget about it and just said he’s like this one…

Then few minutes before school dismissed,H told Frankie that he didn’t want to join our airband anymore(the airband is like playing a band without instruments and post it in YOUTUBE)due to the problem just now…I was quite mad about it and I told Frankie to postpone it and find a new person…so,he’s not a big shot or a big guy putting his big dick in the airband…he just a skinny fuck…we still can find other people…I’m ok with it but just shocked because H still mad about the small problem…like Cantonese people say “siu hei”means kecil hati…if he said that we are childish,I’ll ask him go to a mirror,pull down his pants and check whether he has pubic hair or not because I think that he is the one more childish than us…we forget about the small problem even though he scolded us quite loud by him but H easily got angry over a small problem and his anger last for a long time…damn…that’s not really cool…tell me if I’m wrong…I’ll take your advice if I’m wrong…

The funny thing is he has a GF who is crazy and very nice girl…I don’t know whether H scolded her badly or treat her nicely…if treat her nicely,all I can say is that H has two faces…if they marry,I think H will show his true colours…which is not cool…it’s like this one because I had seen a lot of couples like this.I talk to a wife whose husband is very hot temper…she told me that last time,he’s very romantic and treat her nicely…after they married,her husband show his real and true colors…kinda torture for her and that’s why child and wife abuse are high in malaysia…but hey,don’t get me wrong…some people willing to change because of LOVE…that’s the power of LOVE…maybe H and his GF will have happy ending in the future…nobody knows not even GOD…

Actually,H is a very nice guy but time after time,he’s changed and become a hot temper bitch…and I’ll never understand him because he has two faces and can’t be himself…so,I don’t really know him well…what can I say?just wish good luck in the future…hehe..just want him to know his weakness and correct himself…this what I called him hot temper baby back bitch…hehehe…boink..

SIBLINGS!!!

This is what I like to share with you all the most…I really appreciate it and like to thanks to something…Ok…let’s start with my history…when I was young,my sister and I lived in different places…I live with my grandparents(my mother side) and my sis live with my parents and my aunt(my father side)…so,as you can see,my sister was educated when she was small or before kindergarten,my aunt taught her…me ni,I always was not really educated and I always having fun there(ah..good old days)my grandparents always take me and my uncle(when he was young) to somewhere to play(some sort like a holiday)or I just take my bicycle and cycle around the area with my friends…my grandparents taught me about Chinese superstitions,how to do farm stuffs,manners,a bit of Chinese medicines,how to catch pests like rats or caterpillars, play kampung’s traditional games and drawing using charcoals…a bit of reading story books but didn’t last long…honestly,I was really enjoyed my youger life that time…

Few years later,my parents decided to take me back to my real house but I still get to vist my grandparents…I was having a culture shock…force to read story books and etc…so, not used to it…there I always argued with my sister and sometimes,we fought due to our different life…there was once when I was still small,I caught a rat at my grandparents house and I kept it in my pocket…I brought it back to my house and showed to my sis…instead of being proud of myself,I got shocked because she got scared and ran away…I was so ding dong,I still chased her with it…that’s the time I kena caned from my mom…

When we were in secondary school,we still argued with each other until my mom told us that why both of us cannot be nice to each other like other siblings…we just didn’t understand each other because we have different point of view…she thinks I’m crazy and I think that she is a freak...so,we never get well along until….

One day,when she studied form 6 in SXI…everything changed…at first,we still couldn’t get along…the worse thing was that instead saying that I’m crazy,she said that me and my school were crazy(what to do?SXI ma)…but soon,she starting to like the school and she starting to be crazy too(like poured water at head prefect and some of her friends threw eggs and cakes to head boy)…then,we always talk about what happened in school and starting to understand each other…really cool…then we didn’t argue anymore…my mom was shocked to see us nice to each other…we also did something crazy at home like burning something and etc(cannot tell one)…we also share the same interest like we listen to rock music,watch anime and many more…well,that’s the bond we are having right now…that’s why I love my school and I thanks my school…because of SXI,my sis understand why I am like this and learn the culture of SXI…until now,even though we are far apart,we still close to each other and still talk a lot…haha

So,I want to say that it’s really cool to have brother or sister study in the same school…you’ll get to do stuffs together and can talk about what’s happening in school…this is the way to closer to your siblings…sleepy now…can’t write that much now…gotta to Zzzz…good nite and happy day to you if you are rading this post…hehehe…boink…

Breaking Bond Of U6Sc1

Well, what can I say about it?This is about my class and it’s supposed to be my favourite class because everything we do,we always do together…like we play captain ball together and went hiking together…but this year,everything went wrong…some of my classmates have their own group and it’s really not cool…only some of us still keep the TOGETHERNESS spirit in U6Sc1 including me…What is TOGETHERNESS?it’s the word that if we do,we always do together and treat each other like a family in a class no matter whether the guy is an mcasshole or wat…we still help him or her when she or he in trouble and ask our classmates to join us in any activities we are going to organize…that’s the meaning…very simple but this word don’t exist in some of my classmates…they are more to their group-group or their homers…in my class,there are few gangs…the most well known is the smart gang and some of us called them adult gang because all they can say when my friends and I play around or did something crazy are

“Damn childish” or “e ane kuan e mi kia xiang ka geena nia”means that play this thing like children only…

Yes,it’s true that we always use that sentence but we always use it as a joke only…they really mean it…I mean come on la,we are still teenagers and god give us this age to have fun and play around with our friends…some more,we are XAVERIANS…we live our life the fullest and have fun in school…that’s the tradition in SXI…I know some of them are from other schools but they should to learn from it…like Brother Charles said “Once a XAVERIANS,always a XAVERIAN”that’s a very meaningful sentence,so if you think SXI students are childish,then you can get your ass out of this school or slap you until you fly to Holland…That’s what made SXI very special than other school…we have the spirit of doing things together,mix with other students no matter who they are,caring,like to help each other,crazy and many more…GO SXI!!!

Ok..let’s get back to the topic…Last year,during L6Sc1…we always stress on doing stuff together and try get to understand each other…then,my class is the only class that really like a family compare to L6Sc2…this is what I want(it’s already a was d)…but everything is opposite now…in the beginning the year 2007,when miss jan lynn(former form teacher of U6Sc1) invited us to have lunch with her…I was disappointed for some of my classmates because some of them didn’t go(including her favourite student) and I was touched by some of my friends because they will still join us no matter how busy they were…that’s the time I knew that my class is breaking up…kinda sad but what to do…they choose what they want…no comment about them…Oscar suggested that we should organise a class trip like go hiking or something but for me,it won’t work because most of them will say “I can’t make it” or “hoing kan la,wa bo tiam sia la”(fuck you la,I don’t have time la)…so,it’s not cool….then fuck it lo…

Sometimes,I feel envy at my sister because she was enjoying herself when she studied form 6…she always go out with her classmates and doing things together…in her class,there was no conflict and trouble…it’s very peaceful and fun…she even told me that how lucky she is to study form 6…hehe..jealous la…that’s one of the reason why I still want to study form 6…mana tau,I have something opposite pula…very sad…

So,for those who are reading this post…I want to tell you that you should appreciate your own class…be supportive,like to help,no two faces,mix around,be happy,always talk to your classmates,be yourself and have fun in class before you regret about it…it’s because that we have few more months and after that,we are going in our own path…that’s is the time you will think about happy things you did together with your friends in school…life in SXI is really great so have fun there…my father told me that because he is XAVERIAN…he purposely didn’t want me study in PFS even though I get to study there…he said that I’ll learn nothing there…my mom also don’t like PFS…even my sister also forced to study form 6 in SXI...at first,she didn’t like it but soon,she love SXI(thanks mum and dad,we love you..hehe)for me,I prefer my old days like during from form 1 to form 5 but I still like my form 6 class because I have a group of friends that still have a heart of XAVERIANS and TOGETHERNESS spirit…I’m so lucky to have them…thanks guys…so,remember TOGETHERNESS…that’s the way to live…

BASTARD!!!(part 2)from old blog

all viewers,after i telling you the truth,i just want to say what i feel bout it...some people will say that i'm one sided but honestly,i just do what is right...i'm like a reporter,i collected the data fom other people(cannot say who),see which one is right one and write down from what i look...the bad words are from my fingers...

for me,everybody make mistakes and all we have to do is to learn from our mistakes...but B never learn and he thinks that he is right all the time...stubborn cheekolan...during interclass n interboards games,he indirectly insulting all the opponents and that's what make them unhappy about it...i mean,come on la...the games are for us to enjoy it and have fun...that's why it's called interboards n interclass games not tournament...insulting people is spoiling the fun of the games...big mouth is also the same thing...WHERE THE HELL ARE RESPECT AND HUMBLE GONE TO?in every religions,we are taught to be humble and give some respects to other people even though that guy is not good in something...but B is different and the more shocking thing is that he is a chairman of buddhist student's society(BSS) in school...every member in BSS are nice and humble...thanks to mr. lai's teaching...maybe not for him...anyway,it's a disgrace for being a chairman of BSS...luckily,nobody follows his foot step...i'm not talking bad about BSS,it's just him only...some people even told me the same thing too...so,i guess everybody will think the same way as i do...

sometimes,we should know our limits and don't think that we are good in everything...Like B,he doesn't know that he's one of the slowest and useless badminton player in BOTW(we just keep our mouth shut because we didn't want to hurt him) but he still insist that he's good ...in the end,he made the team lost and his teammates hate him because he made one of his teammates injured and didn't even show some caring when melvin injured...WHAT A GUY!!!...really disapointed about it...you call this a friend...i called it a shit coming out from a pig's ass...that's the day i really hate him...after the holidays,he didn't go to school for three days because he went to jakarta...but when he's back on wednesday,he still not in school...eric told me that his legs hurt but from my point of view,it's bullshit cause john with ligaments tear and the pain is unbearable but he managed to go to school...i just think that B's balls shrunk into two small jellybeans and dare not put his face in the school...he even didn't go to tuition on that day and school on friday...so,he came to school on monday...some people still talked to him and some don't...during recess,before he came into canteen,we were making noises and talk non stop but as soon as B came...everybody was silent...no noise and no one talk to him...that's the consequences that he has to face...PADAN MUKA fucker...

ok...about the tung hing's handphone incident we called it "r*****t's lan"...how can he do that?willing to lose a friendships that has been lasted for a long time just because of a girl's hp that only knew like what...since last year...that really shows that B is really a cheekolan...when B took care of eric's hp,B can do anthing with it including sending nonsense to other people with eric's hp without thinking of eric's credits...you called that RESPONSIBLE?think again...didn't think twice before stepping on people's lan...that's not a wise thing to do...can't B juz check first before doing that?don't give a damn pula...what if it's really serious?you get sued fucker...i'll call the cops to get you for hurting a civillian in the public...never learn a single piece of shit...

i just don't know why he acting like this but all i know is that he has a history...last time,he has this type of attitude but not that serious...it's because that my friends were there to make his mouth shut...but this time,when we were all go in seperate ways and only few of us study form 6...B started to get serious shit and worse...maybe one day,he'll get his own medicine or worse than that...

so,for those who are reading this rite now,i want to tell you that it's nothing but truth and my point of view...i'm doing this because i feel that it's right and everyone should know about it...i'm not one sided...i'm doing it for justice and that bastard need to get a lesson in his life one day...

BASTARD!!!(from old blog)

actually,this isn't wat i suppose to write for the first time in my blog but i can't stand it anymore...so i'm gonna write bout it n tell u the truth...it's not some ppl hate him in form 6...it's the whole form 6 students hate or beh syok him anymore...some ppl still talk to him bcoz they don wan to make enemy,juz forget bout it n juz don wan to involve but they know wat an asshole he is...

let's starts telling the truth,during the first day of inter class...i paired up wif him in badminton...the moment he played,i knew that something bad would happen bcoz he started to talk big wif his big cibai mouth n indirectly telling the opponent that they r not good...nvm,so far no trouble yet..on the same day,U6Sc1 playing volleyball too..so,i was the same team wif him too..he talked big again n started to insulted the opponents too..this time they pissed off n started to show beh syok faces...i felt ashamed bout it..during inter class,most of the classes hate U6sc1 n wanted us to lose...we r innocent but bcoz of him...we were hated by the whole form 6...so,after the volleyball final,i behalf of my classmates said sorry to the opponents...wai min n i did say sorry to liew li li(dunno whether her name is spelled corect or not) due to ping pong incident...wan to know the ping pong incident,check pookyma.blogspot.com...he is so not sportmanships...cbl...i'm still ok wif him...but don eally talk to him that much anymore..

then,one day,kuok,wai min,ah ming,kean n i went for lunch together...out of no where,that bastard dashed in kean's car...we didn invite him but he juz follow us...like he says,who cares...we were cool but feel awkward...in the coffeeshop,we ordered our food n we waited...then,he(let's call him B for bastard) took out tung hing's new hp that she lent to B...so,wai min took it n browsed through...that's wat B said...

B : eh, dont play the game la... she playing half way wan...wai min : if i want to play wat u going to do??B : i will step on your "ciao ciao" lo

at first,we were laughing bcoz we tot it was a joke...but he really did...he stepped on it...then,wai min pissed off n started to argue wif him...in the end our appetie spoiled except for ming bcoz she went to toilet to washed hands...so,she don know till we told her bout it...i really beh syok B bcoz
1.B didn know whether wai min playing games or looking through...he juz stepped without thinking twice...the truth was wai min was juz browsing bcoz i saw he used one hand not two hands to play...wai min even told me that he's juz looking only...

2.if he said that he is responsible,think again...he don give a damn on eric's hp...he juz sent msgs to other ppl without thinking that he is wasting eric's credits on nonsense stuffs...if i'm eric,i'll slap till his gums bleed n kick his ass till my shoe stuck in his asshole...luckily,eric is a patience guy... juz bcoz of tung hing's hp,then he's responsible...willing to lose a friendships juz bcoz of one girl's hp...in conclusion,he's cheekolan...

the truth that i hate the most is during the interboards games...ok..i'm in BOTW(board of traffic warden).so that B is...on that day,B said that his legs hurt...good...must be stepping on ppl's lan till ur legs pain...n he said to eric that if his legs still hurt,BOTW going to lose...for god's sake...in our badminton team,he is the useless one...cannot run due to his fat ass n big balls n bad reflexes...so,i hav to partner him again again juz to cover him...so,we won the doubles n he talked big n insulted the opponent again...then,it's tense...2-2 against prefects...i supposed to play singles but let melvin play bcoz he's confident n better than mervin(his opponent singles)...he's experience but juz a bit rusty n a bit slow(i'ma bit a better bcoz i hav the stamina,power n fast but not experience)..so,i get to rest n i trust melvin...before the match started,B ran towards melvin n wanted to take over him...melvin din let him play..so,they argued then B walked out...he shouted "100% cannot win one" , "THE MOMENT HE SERVES IS THE MOMENT WE
LOSE" n saying theory y melvin sure lose...so,i really really pissed off...melvin heard that n he pushed himself in the game till his left knee got dislocated...B didn even show some caring like ran towards melvin n see the problems like everybody did...he juz straight away went to another court n stroking wif mervin ...WAT AN ASSHOLE?...then naga asked me to play singles but robert didn let me play even adrian asked him to get out of the court...so,BOTW lost bcoz of him n the worst thing is melvin is nijured n has to do operation bcoz his ligaments got tore worst...really tulan wif him...that's is the truth of an BASTARD who thinks that he his good in evreything n insulting ppl..wan to know who he really is?his name starts wif R,tall,big n one thing u'll sure know it's him...big lips...to be continue..it's bout my opinion...

Just a boy...

Yo everybody...anyway,i had another blog but the stupid problem was i couldn't log in...it's still there but it'll not be updated...nevermind,i post the same old blog into this new blog...why i stating a new blog?well,i'm really lazy about writing blog but the day when MEGATRON(you'll know who) started to write a blog which was really not cool...then,i started to write a blog to tell everyone the truth...when the MEGATRON's problem was over,i decided to write a blog because i feel good to write and i want to share everyone about my blog thing...okay...i just want to share with them about what happened in school,about my life,school life and my point of view in anything...so,happy reading...